{"id":34973,"date":"2018-07-21T04:36:57","date_gmt":"2018-07-21T08:36:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.escapistbookblog.com\/?p=34973"},"modified":"2018-07-21T04:36:57","modified_gmt":"2018-07-21T08:36:57","slug":"review-under-the-influence-chosen-paths-2-by-l-b-simmons","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.escapistbookblog.com\/?p=34973","title":{"rendered":"Review: Under The Influence (Chosen Paths, #2) by L.B. Simmons"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Review<\/strong><\/h4>\n

4.5 stars and all the feels!<\/b><\/p>\n

Wow, what a read! A stunningly written, heartachingly emotional story of friendship and young love torn apart by circumstance, and of hope and the strength of true love in a second-chance-romance that overcomes the darkest of situations. Dalton and Greer\u2019s story is so beautiful with ALL the feels, and I was captivated from the first page through to the end. It\u2019s a surprisingly quick read, but it definitely packs an emotional punch, and I loved it!<\/p>\n

And when I say that this book is stunningly written, I mean it! The emotion of the writing sucked me right in, making me feel everything<\/i> and I literally highlighted pages<\/i><\/i> of text, so prepare for the quote-fest that is this review.<\/p>\n

This is listed as book #2 in the Chosen Paths<\/i> series. Book #1 is Into the Light<\/em> (previously titled The Resurrection of Aubrey Miller<\/i>), which I read when it was released, and loved, but this book seems to be a complete standalone. It\u2019s been a really long time since I read the first book, but I couldn\u2019t recall any tie-in. If it\u2019s there, it\u2019s minor, and you can easily dive into this one and appreciate it as a brand new story.<\/p>\n

Dalton and Spencer met as twelve year olds. Dalton had survived a revolving door of hellish foster families, leaving him angry and withdrawn, but everything shifted for him when he met the spunky young girl.<\/p>\n

The day he showed up on our porch, something happened while we watched that first sunset together. I don\u2019t know how or why or if I can even put it into words, but we became forever connected. My hidden pain cried out for his, and his fiery rage searched for mine. It was as though the most deprived parts within each of us sense the other\u2019s, then reached out and grabbed hold, essentially melding us together and making us whole.
\nI know it because I felt it.
\nI felt <\/i>him.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

And now, five years later, their friendship has not only survived, but it has become something vital to them both.<\/p>\n

Spencer Locke is the only bit of humanity I permit myself to indulge in. She\u2019s the one thing, the one person whose mere presence provides some sense of relief from the constant sense of asphyxiation I feel.
\nShe is my reprieve.
\nMy air.
\nSpencer Locke is the <\/i>one slice of happy I have.<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

While Spencer lives with a loving and supportive mother, Dalton had no support and nobody to turn to and was forced into a life of crime with only a criminal overlord to guide him. And now, as an 18 year old, he is in an impossible situation, knowing that he is trapped in a bad place and purposely keeping those he cares about at arm\u2019s length to protect them. But Spencer is the one person he can\u2019t keep away from, and when years of wanting and pent-up longing are finally unleashed, their friendship irrevocably shifts into first, intense, all-consuming, life-changing love.<\/p>\n

\u201cI have always belonged to you. I <\/i>will always belong to you. Regardless of what you\u2019ve done, what you do, even what you will do, I will forever be yours. And that\u2019s <\/i>my choice to make, whether you choose me or not.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cYou think I don\u2019t want you? Goddamn it, Spencer,\u201d he bites. \u201cI want you so much I can\u2019t fucking breathe when I\u2019m without you.\u201d<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

The beauty of this love story blew me away. Dalton has fears of not being good enough for his sweet Spencer, but she quickly squashes that notion, showing him how she feels openly and unreservedly, and it was so beautiful to watch Dalton experience that kind of emotion for the first time in his life, and effortlessly return it<\/p>\n

The constant ache in my chest dwindles as it\u2019s replaced with the fervor of renewed hope. Of the promise of love and acceptance with absolutely no expectation other than receiving mine in return. <\/i><\/p>\n

I open myself completely and give her all that I have \u2013 all that I am \u2013 and pray that it\u2019s enough.<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Oh, so beautiful! This is more than a love story. It\u2019s a story of connection and true soulmates. The bond between Dalton and Spencer is incredibly written and their love for each other literally drips of the page.<\/p>\n

\u201cI was broken too, Dalton. Shattered. Unsalvageable.\u201d
\nMy gaze falls to her lips, watching as they curl upward into a timid smile. \u201cUntil the day I met you, that is. The day that every single one of my fractured pieces permanently fused with yours, rebuilding me with renewed strength so I could stand strong and fight for you.\u201d She shakes her head. \u201cI won\u2019t give up on you. I will never stop believing in you. And I will continue to fight for you until the day I die because without you here\u201d \u2013 she brings my palm to her chest \u2013 \u201cI do not exist.\u201d<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

But when Dalton\u2019s terrifying reality is revealed, he needs to make a choice. And to protect the ones he loves, he is forced to do the unthinkable.<\/p>\n

I would give <\/i>anything, sacrifice <\/i>everything, for even the smallest of chances to experience the love that only Spencer can provide.
\nI would die for it.
\nI would die for her.<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Feels, feels, feels. I felt it all! My heart broke right alongside Dalton and Spencer at all they endure, but it paves the way for the awesome to come as the strength of their love is put to the test again, and the power of their connection shines through, and I was gripped to my kindle as it all played out.<\/p>\n

\u201cA second chance is a gift that many, many people long to receive, yet sadly, few are given. Never forget that.\u201d<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

The ending did feel a bit rushed, and I would have loved a detailed epilogue to finish the story off, but I\u2019m assuming we\u2019ll get to see more of these two characters in the next book of the series, Out of Focus<\/em>, which features Spencer\u2019s fabulous best friend, Cassie.<\/p>\n

Spanning five years, this book has many ups and downs, surprising twists, rapturous highs and the lowest of lows, and through it all, I couldn\u2019t help but cheer for these two characters. Their strengths are remarkable, and their pain and vulnerability made my heart ache. Their story isn\u2019t always easy, but it\u2019s so well written, emotional and achingly beautiful, and I loved it.<\/p>\n

4.5 stars.<\/p>\n

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Chosen Paths<\/strong><\/h4>\n

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Into The Light (#1)<\/strong> (Previously published as ‘The Resurrection of Aubrey Miller’)
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Under The Influence (#2)
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Out Of Focus (#3)<\/strong>
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